A Blog!! Yee. I know I’m lagging.. But here I am. I would fill you in with everything since my last blog. But that would take days.. So here’s some random thoughts i just need to jot down..
Went well. It was a pretty emotional night. Especially since it is my 4th and final banquet.. Another way to say it is “Official Over,” but i still have Graduation and Del Mar. And every first period until school ends. So I just got to live it up before I become part of the past..
This Is Just to Say :
1) You know, this is becoming extremely immature . I didn’t expect this to go on for so long. But what sucks, is that i was ready to just talk to you again. But then I found out all this shady shit about you, and you just turned my thoughts around a full 180. What sucks? People side with me. And you just manipulate others to believe in you. Oh, and nice try with that trick you tried 1) I’m not shocked. You’ve done it before to a different person. 2) I still got it off, without a problem. You’ve told me this ” Master Plan ” before, so it doesn’t shock me. But that’s what I expected. I know you when you’re pissed at someone. And this is EXACTLY how you would react. How I would see it. You’re predictable. But Honestly. I’m not mad. I’m just over it. What we had is over. And is done. Sucks chus you were such a good friend to me. And i think you coulda said the same to me back then. I know you read this. So whenever is a good time, whenever you wanna talk. I’m here. But i know you are just gunna wait for me to get at you first. Like always.
2) It’s been a long time. and i wish we can just.. Talk. I really don’t understand what’s going on. But whatever. You’ve seem to look past this, and just.. move on. That’s cool. But it sucks when i still check up on you. But hey. What’s done is done, and you’re prolly better off like this. But maybe we should keep our distance. For a while. A really long time. Chus it seems like we’re doing just fine so far. So whatevs. You do you. and I’ll do me. Later broskeets..
3) You know. It’s a shame how you just threw away your last year like that. But don’t go so low and disrespect us at our last gathering. I think you’re rude, selfish, and immature. You think about yourself, always. And Honestly i’m glad you walked out on my family. You don’t deserve to share what I have with these group of kids. Quit being a boner kill, and don’t spread your negative bullshit to my kids. It’s a shame how you can forget your roots so quickly all for some big-headed fuckers, who cannot win a game, and literally spits there game, and talk their shit. But when shit goes down, don’t come running back to us, chus most likely, we won’t accept you in. You lost some greaat friendships. But whatever. You deserve loosing us. NEEEXT PLEASE!
4) You’re an idiot. And you present yourself awfully. All you do is build up a new image for yourself when you meet new people. But I see right through you. I still see the games you play. And i hear about the shit you talk. You’re BLESSED to be a part of this experience again. But don’t think of yourself so high. Chus you’ve shown no improvement, and no passion. Those awards are bullshit, and you don’t deserve them. You’re appearance may seem like it, but deep inside you don’t give a shit about what you do, and you’re more in it for the title. i wish you a terrible year, and that you are stressed, and angry all the time. Don’t try playing games, chus you seem to find a way and fuck up somehow. When you do, i’ll be waiting to say ” I knew it ” and chus its another way to look down upon you.
I’m not looking for a response from any of you. But this is just a HMO moment. Hopefully things will change (Except for the last 2, i can honestly care less), but only time will tell. But Whatever I gunna handle my own stuff, and not worry about any of you guys.
You guys are just the past, and this is me leaving all of you behind. So Goodbye.