Wow. Tumblr huh? I’ve been missing out. So i figured, i’ll tumble about my day when i got time, but for now, i’ve been like.. just emotionally stressed.

Things Changed for me within the last 2-3 weeks. And it’s been weird to adjest to. Different faces, different company, different numbers i’ve been texting. I don’t know. It ain’t summer no more i guess?

So comp season just took a big 180 effect on me, looking at the line up, and the timeline. I’m pretty much dunzos. And it’ll be a hard slap in the face. I won’t post any information in case some nosey nigguhs be tryna spy on us. But when time comes.. It’ll be hard to accept that i’m dunzos. Live it up Darkie. Comp season will be a hit and run. And after I’m hit, comp season will be running far. Out of my life. Forever.

My phone was recently taken away, i don’t know how i’ll be doing 9-12 rehearsals if i came home at 1040 pm and got busted.. But i really want to do the project.

I’m sensitive. And i analyze everything, to bad i tend to dwell on it. So far, high school i’ve just been getting by. I want things to be good. Great. But i know in order for that to happen, i have to make it work. But sometimes It’s nice to have someone jump start things for me instead.. We’ll see how long i’ll last..

sorry tumblr. Thats my thought vomit. Weird? I know…

Good night.

P.S. FUCK PRECAL.

Well, school starts in 6 hours, and I’m still awake. I needed to tumble about my closure to summer.


This summer was the best, and I’m glad it was my senior year summer. Met great kids. I was handed a great team. And gained new friends. Today couldn’t have ended better. Everyone was BUGGGING on making there last day of summer the best. But me? I was different.

Summer was like a car. You can do so much with a full tank of gas. Go anywhere, do anything. but once you see the meter drop lower and lower, you dread on stopping your route, and spending money on filling up your tank. But once you do, you’re off going everywhere again.

That’s how my summer was. I basically did everything, and did everything I wanted, and got WAAY more out of it. I was MORE than satisfied.

So what did I do for my last day of summer?

September 7, 2009.

My mom banged on my door telling me to get up, we going SHOPPING! Instantly I call Dang, chus i know he has yet got much things for schools. So we got ready, and my family and I picked him up. We went to 30 seconds, the Navy base next to downtown. It was being remodeled, so I felt bad showing dang what they had, he prolly expected a nicer place. Basically, I want it, I got it was the rule that day. And I was so thankful.

Sidetrack :

My family does spoil me. I just don’t see it, and I’m always expecting more. I wish I was better to my family to show that I do appreciate it, but honestly, I’m to far in a hole, but it’s nice having days where my family and I can just be together.

Back to my day. We finished up on base, and I got slippers, socks, speakers, wife beaters and lotion. Buaha! I love shopping. Then we went to Wal-Mart where I got more socks. Dang and I tried using the Mcdo’s coupons BUT THE FUCKING DUMBASS MEXICALI CHICK CANT FUCKING READ NUMBERS. The coupon CLEARLY says expire 09/07/09. THE DUMB BITCH KEPT SAYING “THAT SAYS OTCHO, IT EXPIRED LAS’ MONT. SEE OTCHO?” Mother fucker. 0=] Oh well, I got lipchap AND socks from Wal-Mart. Then one more pit stop over to Miramar base, where Dang and I found 40% off board shorts for mine and Aimee’s birthday thingie on Saturday. Hallaah! I’m more than excited nows! ^_^ After we went to Mcdo’s on base to use the coupons BECAUSE THEY CAN READ THE EXPIRATION DATE THERE.. Then finally, we went home to Dang’s and Boo met us up. We went to the park. Saw people. and left to Jon Jon’s where Ann, Aimee, and Josh were there already. I spent A LOT of time with Jon Jon’s nephews. I love those kids. To them, I’m Uncle Pogi ;] I went home at 8 and situated myself. I cleaned my room. Then Abby showed me her lyrical solo she’s working on. OHEMGEE.. This girl is SO GOOD. That’s my mother fucking niece right there.. I stayed up, all the way until now, and I finally tumbled..


Reflection :

I’m dunzos with summer. And I’m excited for school. My last year. Finally. But I’m going to cherish everyday. This week started off well, and it will continue because I got my week all planned out.

Tuesday : First day of school

Wednesday : Family hang out for my birthday

Thursday : Bitches dinner for my birthday

Friday : My actual birthday. Dinner with the team and good friends

Saturday : Beach BBQ/Bonfire, invites will be soons

Sunday : Happy birthday Aims!


Yeee. Gon’ be good.

Goodbye summer, hello senior year.

September 5, 2009

Alright. So today. Was. Alright. HAHA. Ain’t nothing special really. I was stationed in my house until  1. Got picked up by Boo and Dang. Went to Phi’s. Drove around. Mcdos on me. The to Jill’s. Then Boos house. Dropped off jill. Dang’s house. Mcdos on me again. Dang’s house.

And theeen!

DB’s house!! That was actually really fun. Darker/Cousin came also. So it was Cooch, Phi, DB, Jon Jon, Rach, and Jill in DB’s room. Just talking to each other. I miss DB and Rach. It felt like I haven’t seen them in foreveer!! So it was nice being reunited for about.. 30 minutes.


Reflection :

Blank. there’s nothing running through my head. Today felt really off though. Aroma was not cracking for me, but hey DB’s was a nice way to end my night.


Sorry Tumblr’s I don’t feel like this is worth reading. So sorry for wasting your time. But today was ehh, and I don’t have enough thought about it to explain myself. So whatevs bout today, tomorrow will be better.


Yaaay last Saturday of summer..


HAPPY BELATED TO SIR CHARLES! Ol’ GREAT ONE.. :D

Another vacation away from tumblr. But I’m back! A lot went on this week, and I’ll be more than happy to fill you in on what had happened. ( I’ll just give you some brief descriptions.)


Monday …

was the teams FIRST performance! Run-throughs went fine, until I thought I’d finally fall in, and do the routine. Unfortunately, I ripped my camo shorts during the Russian. Eff my life right? So I fell out. -___- S’all goods though! Run-throughs got me soo excited for later on that day. The team looked ready, polished, and clean. HALLAAH! 09-10 baby, that’s what I’m talking about. Went into the wrestling room to do a bit more cleaning and what nots. Camera whored it up of course! Then it was performance time, and it went pretty well. well, now what? Oh yes, of course, doing what we do best. EAAAT! So we all went to McDonalds. Because Mira mesa dance team ALWAYS stays on a healthy, reliable team diet :D We chilled, and played a lot of games, and laughed the whole time. Then we went to Med’s house to watch the performance. And then we went swimming at josh’s. Woohoo!


Tuesday … happy birthday kuya!!

Second day of performance, basically a repeat of the first day. Run-through, wrestling room, performed, McDonalds. Then we went to the movies, which was a complete failed, then migrated to Ann’s and watched everything on demand. I <3 TOM AND JERRY! And Avatar. Always

Wednesday …

Nothing.. Stayed home. Dentist at 330. Then Super Buffet at 7ish. Then I saw Josh and his fam bams! Woohooos!! Then, Boo came over at around 11, and we talked, chus we haven’t talked in a while. Sat in my living room watching Disney channel updating each other. =] then George Lopez till 130ish am.

Alright. Time for the serious blog.


September 3, 2009.


Woke up at 930 a.m. and got ready at 1025 a.m. for my appointment at Jhigs. Was a bit late, but Emmy didn’t really mind. Finally got a new weave! And I was pretty satisfied. I met Boo and Dang up at Applebee’s, and they saved me leftovers, that shit was boomb either way. Drove around, and got some chocolate malted crunch from rite aid. H-A-L-L-A-H! Shit was sooo goood! Then went to Dang’s. He made me shave my facial hair =[ Then watched Sister, Sister and deverginize Dang. He fucking loved that show! Then it was almost time for Boo Boo’s first class. So we drove to San Marcos. Yes, ac car ride! Got there at like 130 p.m. And met with Justin, Cherry and Leanna in the cafeteria. San Marcos is a really nice school. I got really excited just walking around. Ever since Freshman year, I wanted to attend that college. We’ll see. We walked to the library and saw Gino and Cristina! I FUCKING MISS GINO BANKS and his damn bitchyness. Never EVER gets old. Cristina had class, so we went to the cafeteria again, and talked to Leanna. Then I drove Dang and Gino to Fry’s just to see what’s there. Then went back at 325 p.m. because boo and Justin was dunzo with class. So, we split. Goodbye Gino and Enjoy class! Then we went with Boo and Justin to Justin’s apartment to pick up clothes, since he has no school Friday~monday. Then Boo asked me to drive back home! :D I never did the freeway before, so I was pretty excited. The trip was good. Great music. No traffic. And blastin the A.C. Yeee. Then we got to Justin’s house to drop off his stuff. Dang brought up a buffet and we all were soo down! So we picked up Benice and Cooch, and eventually decided to eat at Super buffet. We got there, and I HELLA grubbed on coconut shrimp. Again. And sushi. Eel rolls, California Rolls, and Philadelphia Rolls. :D and egg drop soup. Anything else that was good there. We laughed so much, and we felt like we disturbed everyone. But honestly, I didn’t care. I was finally with my good friends again after a while, and I paid a lot for dinner, so I do what I want! We stayed there for 2 hours ( Now that’s worth $13.80!!) and went to Benice’s house to watch Quarantine! SHIT WAS FUCKING CRAAAZY GOOODS! Omg.. Good scary movie. Then Dang and Justin left, so then we watched George Lopez. It became Midnight, and we all went home.


Reflection :

Good things happened this week. But it had its downs. Honestly,

If you got a problem, talk it out, quit hiding and brushing it off. And don’t be fake. Suck it up, and deal with it.

But anyways!!

I miss my friends. I miss all of us hanging out, and today was pretty much.. perfect. I loved it. We all were there, laughing at everything. I was happy to be with the mains. I love those kids.. Forreal.

To who? To Boo :

Thanks for a great day today. It feels as if i haven’t been with you for a really. really long time. Thanks for visiting me last night. One on One time feels good. It showed me that we can actually hold up conversations, and we ain’t always quite with each other. Thanks for trusting me to drive back home. :D I miss your hugs. The cuddling. Your hands laced with mines. Alright. short but Sappy. I think my tumblarity will go down after this. :P

Sorry Kiddos. KEEP READING!

It makes me feel good that people do take the time and read about my blogs. And it makes me feel better that people actually tell me my blogs are good, and makes them tear up, or helps them realize stuff. And it also feels good to see my ideas on other peoples blog. But I ain’t gon’ be stingy and copyright it, sharing is caring, and I’m only hear to express myself, inform people about my day, and basically, to just.. reflect on my day, my summer, and my memories.

School starts next Tuesday, and I’m pretty fucking excited. Why? Chus that week, I’m having a birthday week. Dope shit, and invites will be coming soon, along with my birthday buddy Ms. Aimee San Jose. We are both excited. Buahaha.


Well, Thanks again tumblrs for reading, I honestly do like seeing my tumbarity meter go up.

Enjoy the rest of summer Mira Mesa, For some, its our last summer of childhood. (Quoted from the beautiful Rhiannon Ariola.)