Failed.. #2
Alright. So obviously I have discipline issues when it comes to blogging. Tumblr. For blogging? Or should the purpose of this sight be for emotion updates, quotes, and other things. I don’t know yets. What’s scary, I have thoughts of creating a twitter.. Maybe only today chus my day was jaaam packed!! Its been three days since I last tumbled.. Yea.. I suck at this, I know.. So Read if you like, as I reminisce all the way back to Friday, the twenty-fourth.
July 24, 2009
Summer school, yada yada, the typical morning routine. Shower, Dang’s, Ferro’s, Tessaro’s. Afterwards, we went to take Sir Eric Bondoc’s class at the studio in Scripps. Another great piece Keesh and Bondoc, me gustos!! Then! BEEACCCHH! With the Main Squeezes. Justin, Cooch, Dang and boos. Del Mar Beach, one of my most favorite beaches. Clean, and beautiful. We got there, Dang and Justin = JOOOYKILLSSS!! They didn’t swim, but hey, s’all goods s’all goods!! Cooch, boo and I headed out into the water. Woohoo! Nice waves, not to hot, it was perfect. We decided to go back and tan, but in reality, we went back to talk, about a subject which was not that easy. Reminiscing C.B.B.S.K. Yea.. harsh. The whole time I was thinking if I was being to selfish, to bitchy. But hey, that’s what I wanted to do. But I don’t know, somehow, I was persuaded into taking action, and just.. Drop it? Know for you nosey ones, I know this is very unusual to fallow. But lemme tell you in a nut shell. C.B.B.S.K. Once was a veery close group. Unfortunately it was not working out in the end, for no apparent reason. No one talked it out with one another, so basically, it was a big mess of friendship. so back on track. With thoughts of them in my head, we called it a day at the beach and headed back home. Went to Justin’s, I knocked for an hour and a half. Mall time!! it was 740ish when we got there, mall closes at 830. HAHA. Sun Diego was theee spot, where we found Jasmina, Keesh, Rhiannon, Sarah, Steven and Skinny. Our car went to Burger King, only chus I had Free coupons! Free dinner!? Fucking dooown! Then we went home, dropped Justin off, then migrated to Kristianne’s house. When I entertained myself for quite sometime with her and her sisters weave. HAHAHA!! Eventually, we called it a night, and all went home. I was soon informed by my mother that Uncle Dato, and Auntie Ene was coming.. and sleeping in my room.. WTF?! Sooo, we went to The San Diego airport at 1130 and came back at 1215ish. Then, it was time to sleep, for me.
Reflection :
That day made me realize how lucky I am, to have such a great base of friendship. The four I can ALWAYS spend on, who have never left me. Yet. These kids are great, and I hope the future goes well with all of us. How I feel about others? Well, the next few days, you’ll see a drastic change..
July 25, 2009
Day started Sorta slow, i actually went out with the family for once? Commissary and Seafood City. Which means, Bbq. Hallaa!! Stood in line for fried tilapia for 7564659481 fucking hours at Seafood!! Fucking busy as hell, but hey, I got it! Got home, they didn’t start cooking right away, so I invited Kristianne over. Where we left about.. 15 minutes later. We went to get Cooch so she can get her weave done! Halla!! Short hair don’t care right giiirl!? So we ventured over to Tonics. At first, they said they were closed.. 8 minutes before 7, so it woulda been late. We slowly walked away but they called us back in! Her damn chops took nearly an hour, and cost her 32 bucks, all her money. After that, we went to Chuck E. Cheese. With My drill sisters and Josh and Diego. Yea. i knows. It took quite some time i must admit, but due to the talk I had with Cooch and Justin yesterday, I decided to just.. go for it! Kindly, they offered us pizza, salad, and tokens. But I wasn’t to active. Instead, I sat quietly. Time elapsed, and they went to get prizes. We each walked out with a bag of cotton candy and a grip of other shit. In the parking lot, I threw in the idea of 50% sushi at Todo’s! Halla! So we went. Took us a really long time to decide, but we did. Crunchy shrimp tempura = bomb dot com.. Delicious shiiit doodes. I got the Star Wars roll. That was good also. Then they gave us salmon… stuff, on the house. The whole time at Todo’s Jack’s was teaching Cooch and I viet. Funniest shiet eever! Good night.. Strangely.. Good night.
Reflection :
Time with them? Sorta.. Awkward, I’ll admit. But of course it will be, it is a big adjustment. But I’m attempting riight? Ain’t got much to reflect, chus the next day.. oohh meeenggg.
July 26, 2009
Woohoo church day!! CANCELED.. I know.. I’m terrible. Instead I went with the broham and cousins to SEAWORLD!! I wasn’t to happy chus I didnt have my sunglasses, but eventually, we picked them up. Yaay! I must say, I was excited, especially chus I have not been there in years! So we arrived, and knowing I have a military i.d. I knew we would get discounts. Fortunately, I was 100% off, free! Yaay! and I gave my party 20% discount, but we had a better deal on paper thanks to the nice couple in line before us. The first thing we did : Shamu!! Still am very entertained. I liikeey. then we walked around and watched the Crique de la Mer show. That was a good one also. We walked around, and I passed the bracelet booth, like 48764 times, not sure if I should get one or not. So then, as Ate Amber and Boyfriend got a characture, Justin, Jasmine and I went to watch Sesame Street 3D. Funny stuffs!! Then we met up, and got hungry. So again, I went to the Bracelets and stood there.. for a looong time.. Deciding. Not buying one, I just went and ate. Took me a while. We all ate, and ran to watch the dolphin show!! I love dolphins, therefore, I reaally enjoyed the show. Then we went to ride shipwreck Rapids. But when they went in line, I went to buy the bracelet, after my 3rd time standing deciding, I just got one. and when I looked over at the rivets, I saw a zebra!! A complete M-U-S-T! So I got it, and I was extremely satisfied. Buahaha. Then went in line for shipwreck. I spied a Morse Alumni. Dun.. MMDT all day everyday!! HAHA rode the ride, and got SOOOOAKEDD!! We left the park at 630ish, came home at 7, I showered, ate, then went back out. =] Dang Cooch and Kristianne were outside, for a reaaally long time. Maah Bads. We went to Rachel’s, and it was a paaartyy!! Josh, Diego and Jansen were already there, and then Phi and Matt showed up! Fun shit!! Then, everyone left, and Jansen Rachel and I remained. (Now this is where it went doown). Rachel and I exchanged our stories. Man, it was good to let someone hear me out, especially all that went on the past two days. So I told her, and then Camas came, and we all craved something.. Dessertish. Tapioca it is! Which made me reminisce about C.B.B.S.K. And all of a sudden, I found myself texting this very text, ” Tapioca heaven runs. Reminds me of ccbsk hang outs. The stuff we used to do.” I didn’t send it to them yet, but instead, I sent it to Cooch. I was.. Flabbergasted. Taken back. What was I doing?! I showed Rachel my text and she was shocked also, she told me to send it. I soon Called Cooch, and she got really excited. “SEND IT, OMG, PROMISE ME, YOU’LL SEND IT.” I did. I sent it. Weird. I was relieved. It was a nice feeling. Everything was closed, Tapioca, Yogurtworld, Soooo we thought about that downtown thingie Camas mentioned.. Which was closed. and I said SOONICS!! Hallaa! So we went. And I Did get responses. From both of them. “Yeah.. we should do that again” “Aww..” Yeaaps. I did it, I guess I approached them. Felt.. good. And from there, the texting began. Then we got to Sonics. Our names : Darkie = Jacob. Jansen = Edward. Camas = Jasper. Rachel = Bella. Buut, they only asked for Mine and Jansen’s name. But it still worked. The Waitress who delivered my food had a weird face on.. “Order for.. Jacob?? You know, it is so weeird, Your name is Jacob, and someone who Just ordered was names Edward, but I don’t know if you guys will get it buut..” Oh trust me, we get it. HAHA!! Plan = success!! Funny shit. Late night supper was delicious, and totally worth it. Strawberry Limeade Chiller with a Chicken strip burger = 3 something! Down for the seet homes!!! Left to Rach’s, then I went home. I felt.. Light, and Relieved…
Reflection :
Sending the texts took a lot out of me.. Especially in my shoes. But I did it, and I am now, actually kind of glad. I miss it. Miss them. Miss us. But the satisfaction I got out of it ? It was as if.. nothing happened. I guess that’s a good thing? But I at least wanted to talk to thems about the.. awkwardness. But hey, it’s all better right? Its healing? Or should I be expecting more? But, like what my motto says :
Always have the least expectations
But, There it is, My past three days. So much happened. Unfortunately, I don’t have a camera, and I don’t think Rach would upload this late, so, yet another blog : Photo less.. Don’t worry!! Soon! forreals.
Thanks for reading fellow Tumblrs!!