I promise a Tumblr post with photos!!
Some people come into your life unexpectedly. They chage your life, maybe for better or worse, but regardless, they have some kind of impact. They become apart of the process of you growing as a person. They can make you see things you’ve never seen before, open new doors for you, help you face your greatest fears, or tell you that your fly was open. Everything happens for a reason. But here’s what you need to accept, no matter how they’ve changed your life, no matter how many favors they’ve done for you, no matter how many times they’ve broken your heart, you need to accept the fact that after a certain point, you dont need them in your life. You may miss them, but holding onto to something you dont need is useless. You might even find that your life is better without them. It’s scary, i know but sometimes, its for the best. You’ll get over the sleepless nights and you cant cry forever, believe me. The new people you meet will help you get through this stage. Dont get me wrong, you dont need to get rid of everyone in your life. There are a few who have made their place in your life permanent, but the ones who are just there may need to go. Especially if they’re the ones holding you back from living your life.
That shit is soo true.
Some nigguhs ain’t worth it no more.
Why are you such a skeeze?
Is your muffin buttered?
Oh thanks. (;
DOOODES! I JST GOT DONE WATCHING THAT MOOVIE! GOOOD SHIT
Sunday December 20, 2009.
Happy Birthday to Ferro and Namiko!! I hung out with Ceejay and Justin for a bit. Started christmas shopping already! and tootally far from dunzos.. Soo screwed.. anyways. Today was full of laughter, jokes, and making Alex in to my Wesbian Wuhver. ;D These two white guys thought they’d be sooo cool if they raced around the mall with lugages, and one triiips suuuper bad! Shrimp and I hella cracked up in front of his face. >:D
Today was a really good day, to bad christmas shopping knocked out like $150 for just 5 people!! -__-
I love the holidays. I do.. ( Barney )
One fucking digit difference, and it got me thinking. I guess I still care?
Sometimes, I’m hella fed up with you. But somehow, it goes away..
Good Night Tumblr.
- Sub: Does anyone have white out?
- Joswa: I have white cum...
- HAHAHA. Take that Mr. B!
I’ve been content with the way things are working out. I ain’t tripping. Well, I wish things could have been better, or gone a different way, but hey. Things don’t always work they way you prefer. And I am okay with that. Shockingly. But this week has been chill, and I’m glad I made the decisions I made. So peace easy. Come to me if necessary. But you don’t have a Tumblr, so you’ll never see this. And I don’t have a twitter, so I won’t see your side. Our plans, and talks, are probably not ever gunna happen. Sucks doesn’t it? You’ll never come around. I already know how you function. And this will not be fixed.
Peace easy.. Fine..
Things can only work naturally. I believe you shouldn’t make things happen in some scenarios.
But for now, just talking, and hanging out is fine with me. Will we have what we had before? I have no idea. No one will. Let’s just not loose it okay? I can rant for so long about this, and complain about how little I know about you nnow, but I wont. Things are going okay. Just okay.
You know. Sometimes I wonder what would happen if we all were to continue together, happily. What would happen if things didn’t crash and burn in all of our faces. Sometimes even if we all had that last hang out, last laughter. But when I talk out loud, i honestly don’t give a fuck. Seriously, I’m over it. I’ve been over it. You’re hard to read, and hard to understand, and hard headed. You’ve been giving everyone such a hard time..
Drop it? Go ahead, but we’ll see how effective your decision comes out. We’ll see how much effort you’ll put in. Chus Recently, it’s been nowhere near close to attempting.
Yea, I might say I’m over it, but thoughts of it still lingers and crawls into my daydreams, and I just need a way to let it out.
What it is
So Lynh was signing onto her Neopets account, and she named her pet by combining her and he boyfriend’s ( Ben’s ) name together, and here’s what just went down..
Lynh : Hey Tammy, Guess what’s my Neopets name.
Tammy : What?
Lynh : BennaLynh
Dang : I don’t get it..
DUMBASS.. AND THEENN..
Jasmine : Maybe it’s Benadryl?
Jasmine : Or maybe it is ” Bend and Lean “
Dang : Im going to look for it on Google…
IDIOTS! They were serious about it.. HAHAHA
Went Terribly wrong. I knew I got my expectations up. That always happen to me.. Hence why I try not making things such a big deal.. Chus shit always turn out..
I DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW YOU CAN GET BAD GRADES, AND DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO FIX THEM?!
Dropping like flies doodes. People this year are the complete OPPOSITE of motivation, I myself being found guilty. But things have been swaying differently, and some changes, I do not approve.. But always move forward, and get over it. Everytime you fall, gatta be strong and get back up, especially for your team. I hate being picky, and giving on people who gives up on me, or shows me little effort, or shows a lack of improvement. But you know, there are some people who want to work, who want to learn. And I’m looking for them. So if you’re ready, have you game faces on, chus I cannot wait much longer.
3 weeks Mira Mesa, 3 weeks..
I can vent, yell, and get off about this topic all I want, but Tumblr is NOT the best place to do so. That’s only the beginning, and trust, there is probably not a conclusion. Just keep moving on, and see what we can do. We got a lot of things ahead of us..
which reminds me, I got stuff to do, and things to handle.
Good night Tumblr, I hope I have a productive night tonight.. We’ll see..
As of :
Tuesday. December 15th 2009.
Things have been going my way I guess you can say?
- I got out of my math class.
- I got a D in Precal.
- I got money in the bank.
- Mayo money is working out fine.
- Mayo is getting somewhat cleaner.
I know nothing drastic ( Not that I’m looking for anything ) but it is nice to see i am at a more mellower pace. Finally. So stress free for a bit? But of course, that will come to an end reaaal soon. Thursday until.. end of break seems jammed pack. So, I will ATTEMPT to prepare myself.
As far as Dance/Drill goes, I think things are going the way it should. Choreowise, SOMEONE GIVE ME A DOOPE SONG PLEAAASE! =[
There’s been a shift, but I needa get off my ass, and start doing something..
Christmas shopping. Is bout to be expensive this year. 2 Secret Santas. 3 birthdays. 17 people to go shopping for. Budget = $405. WHAT THE?! Dollar tree is THE it spot..
HAHA. Joking.. :P
But we’ll see how well my budgeting goes. -___- Wish me lunk Tumblrs..
It’s late. I’m still baking for Dance Secret Santa. If you wanna talk, I’m here.
Good night Tumblr.
Singing Lady Gaga “Bad Romance”
Then Britney Spears’ “3” comes on
Zois : Oh Hell No! Is that Britney Bitch?!
HAHAHAHA. Fuucking Zois dooodes!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUUUBS <3
Monday December 7th, 2009.
Yea, nothing really happened today. I hung out with trio today, and DB. Jon Jon and Dang. Went to the mall to try on those jeans. Then just looked around. A wet and very cold day, expecting this weather to continue for the rest of the week. Trio is always fun to hang out with. Love them boys. On the reals.
Shopped around to look for more ideas on costumes. Man, it is pricey.. sorry kids, i’ll try seeing what can be done. Dollar tree for some baon for tomorrow. To bad it’s half day.. WAASTE. Haha, s’all goods. Eat, Sleep, and Dance in Ferro’s! Hallaah! down for that.
There is still alot needed to be done, but at least i got the base done. Now we gatta see what accessories can go with it. But we gatta lot of finishing up to do before we rock out with the gold and blue. Smayo Lamayo Trio and mines gatta be dunzooo by the 29th. That is alot of shit. But i am not gunna give up. And my boys got my back.
We run A.M.
We got this, fersures doodes. Not scared. Not worried.
We’ll see what i can do. I have alot of stuff i need to put together and organize. Stressful situation? Yes. but the feeling of the aftermath with be priceless.
I’m sorry tumblr for my random rants, like the usual. But I needed to hear my thoughts somehow. So if you think im weird and crazy. Sorry. HAHA
Nothing deep, I need to gather that in, and see what i can say about my problems..
Good night Tumblr. Thanks for reading.
- Phi: But isn't she like.. Your best friend?
- Josh: I know.. But I gotta keep it real!
- GOOD MOTHER FUCKKING SHIIIT!!
- I <3 trio for fucking ever..
Wednesday December 2, 2009
Well. It’s wednesday. Already, time’s flying by quick. Josh gave me a few songs, and this morning i put together ” How Low Can You Go.” I guess I was just feeling it. Tiiight tiiiight. Schools was bleh. Neext please. Ceramics got me going on for days though. After school = Wednesday. Very productive I must say. Get it Mayooo! We are almost there. Almost.
I owe you guys alot more than i am offering though.
But swear, I will keep pushing forward. I owe you guys my heart and soul this year. Mayo for mother fucking life doodes.
Overall, I’m pretty screwed. Paycheck comes out one day to mother fucking late.. Now what do i do?! HEELP. E fucking mergancy.. =[ I’ll try to come up with something Kay? Promise.
Funny fact : MY scheduale comes out on Thursday. I never new the scheduale ends on Thursday! Woops so i checked today with Gino. F-A-I-L. Noob, I know. So I find out my shifts tomorrow.
December is veery busy. Wanna see?
12/3 : Practice. Mayo shopping.
12/4 : Grossmont college. Dance all daay! Work [?]
12/5 : Work [?] Gangsta luv.
12/6 : Work [?] Lions Roar.
12/7 : Work [?] Settle Down/ Get You Open.
12/8 : Practice. Yaay Half day! Out Here Grinding.
12/9 : Wednesday Night. Yaaay Half day! Finished.
12/10 : Bubs Birfdaay!!
12/11 Payday. DANCE TEAM SHOWCASE!
12/16 : Jayna and Gino comes for Bitches Secret Santa.
12/18 : Return of Ceejay Reyes! Miss this foo..
12/19 : Happy birthday Kuya Yano <3
Okay to lazy for everything else.. Sowee. So, If you wanna stalk me, there it is! We got ALOT of shit to deal with, but
Mira Mesa’s got it. We always get it.
So I ain’t tripping. Nothing deep and meaningful, nothing is bugging me. But thanks for testing your curiosity by reading my post. And if your just nosy, well, there it is.
Goodnight Tumblr. Enjoy your Thursday!